Kelantan oh Kelantan!

Me, Karen and Syi in Sinar Harian office.

Our main office in Pengkalan Chepa.

Delly, Botak dan Karen at Jubli Perak Hall.

Me and Syi busy with the free stuff.

I was away from office for 3 days and went to Kelantan for the sampling and promotion purpose. Me and Syi of BK started from Shah Alam at about 8.30 am on the 24th and reached Kota Bharu at about 6-15 pm. Fuhhh....what a long journey. But we managed to get to know each other better, about what she's suffering from, and from my side, what's I'm suffering from..ha..ha..we arrived at Perdana Hotel 5 minutes later, after spending RM 10 for a cab unnecessarily. Karen, Botak, Elyn, Bob and Rosly the photographer were in van, they started quite late from office and reached Kota Bharu by 7.30 pm.

And the next day on the 25th, what a disappointment when I saw my magazine was not on sale in that small Jubli Perak hall. What the! I came all the way from KL just to see students coming in and coming out, without even buying my magazine?? Giloooo.....but along with unhappy mood, Ang came to the all and we went to the batik place of Pak Nordin. Bought myself a ..... whateva silk, I forgot the name. Again when we came back to the hall, the mags reached there at about 3 pm and then we proceeded with the sampling activity. And hell...what else?

We found out that these people also sold those issues that we used for sampling. They sold my mag with pretty cheap price, RM 1 per copy, when all the students went outside, they felt disappointed coz we were giving free all the same old magazines. Ended up, we had to be at the outer gate waiting for the crowds to come out, then we could give them a free copy.

Time really flew fast, I didn't even notice that we already passed 3 days being there. Credit and thanks to Ang, for the special treat on that Thursday nite. We just regret of the guy she brought, I don't know why, Syi and Elyn had a kind of feeling that he wanted to show off, by driving so hell fast, windows opened, and songs played loudly. Well I didn't really have any comments that night, because whoever Ang brings, is who she wants to bring. :) Thanks, Ang!

Some gile glamer poses when we were there. - delly

Thanks For Everything

Thank you God, for I am still breathing, still alive to achieve my dreams.

First of all, I should thank my G Abdullah for the cause of my happiness today - because if me, I will never thought, or what more to go and approach Marks and Spencer, but G has made my dreams come true. Thanks for the shoes baby (pix)!

Secondly, thanks to Cheryl for the lovely watch of The Incredibles. Last few months I received a very cute statue of Chicken Little, but mistakenly I've broken the legs of the Chicken Little, but the head still remaining cutie like that. I'm collecting cool stuff now as a preparation of celebrating a group of Langkawi's armies. ") Didn't see them for almost half year now, I have so many things to collect and buy for them. Oh yes, I'm going to Kelantan next week for a book fair there, and come back here, again go back to my kampung and have fun! Chiow!- delly

It's Really Hard To Break The Code!

Ahhh...it was really a hard time to watch this movie - The Da Vinci Code. The 2 hours and a half ran me crazy, for a complex movie like that. I love A Beautiful Mind so much better.

I came to the screening to see my favourite actor, Paul Bettany (pix) because he did real cool acting as Geoffrey Chaucer in A Knight's Tale, as Charles in A Beautiful Mind, as Bill Cox in The Firewall together with Harrison Ford and the latest - as Silas in this The Da Vinci Code. What I like more? Yes, I love his British accent and his versatility. And what more? Hoohh...he loves to be naked...oo yeah...seen him naked in A Knight's Tale and in this movie too. ")

Hmm...oo yeah, Kareno just came in announcing that our boss needs to hold our trip to Kelantan. Wow...memang best kan....well the definition of management here in this company only God knows sebab, so many things la. Only God knows, and the owner knows...pada aku...whatever la...company korang kan, aku kuli je...- delly

High School Music!

Wow....I was packaging my things to go off the office and got my DVD and CD of High School Musical! Bestnyer.....Love you Michelle...thanks a lot Disney Channel!! - delly

Over The Hedge

As in Shrek and Madagascar, Over The Hedge is also something else and a "must see" movie. Oh there are lots of free movies coming in - tomorrow we have The Da Vinci Code and followed by The X Men 3: The Last Man Stand on Friday. Isn't it cool to be a press? ") Ha..ha...yes it is!! - delly

Man Laksa

I was so bored last Saturday, so I decided to go for a Malay movie, after a long, long time. There was one in the list - Man Laksa. Guess I had no choice so I bought the ticket and thought could get some fun watching Apek and Yassin. I heard my colleague said the movie was damn funny.

As the movie started, oh my God, I was wondering all the while from where did the director got an idea to produce this kind of rubbish movie. I was not aware that the movie was a musical movie whatsoeva. I thanked God so much that I just had to spend RM8 for the movie instead of RM 11 of normal price in KLCC for Saturday and Sunday because of my presence as an "early bird"..ha..ha...memang tak berbaloi...I was counting minute after minute to get off from my seat. Apek and Yassin really disappoint me!

The next day, was a mother's day, again, in every special occasion, I had a mouth fighting with my mom. I don't have any comments for this, because I just have no reason to fight over her. But she always has something to disappoint me, and to spoil my overall mood. Oh God, I just want her happiness! I know I owe so much things to her, even my heart and soul, but it doesn't mean she "owns" my spirit - and wants to take it away from me. It started over a simple conversation - as in - why I didn't call her for almost 5 days, and the part I hated most - when she started to cry.

But I LOVE HER SO MUCH....SO MUCH that I can't portray with words. She's my everything, she's my heart and soul, she has brought me so far in my life - until I'm free at this stage. But me, a type of daughter that I can't bear to convey my gratitude, my sincerity to show her. Or to show off her. I just being myself, and inside my heart, I know how much I need her in my life. Without my mom, no, I won't be here.

Remembering her, somehow really makes me sad. She always knows where I do wrong, where my mistakes are, and where I want to lead my life to. She always knows. Someone had brought me to the shi**est moment of my life, I was really down, I made stupid mistakes, still she gave me her forgiveness, she has helped me a lot in developing my life. "Ya Allah, peliharalah hidup ibuku dan ayahku sebagaimana mereka memeliharaku sejak kecil...aminnnn..."

I'm sure, I can never be the best in my life for them, but I breath within their spirit...and stilll.... - delly

Creepy Sleepy

Dengan kepantasan yang ada, cukuplah 15 minit yang berbaki ni. Bolehlah aku tulis apa yang aku alami hari ni. Lepas balik dari office, (orang datang kerja dan aku balik kerja), aku telah ke rumah dengan jayanya, dengan tujuan untuk memandikan diri. Kena rush jugak sebab sebenarnya kerja tak habis lagi, ada satu lagi section yang tak siap. Dalam pada tu sempat pulak aku pasang VCD Soalnya Siapa yang entah ke berapa kali aku tengok, sambil baring-baring kat sofa baru. (Seperti yang dijangka), aku telah menidurkan diri tak sedar-sedar sampailah jam menunjukkan pukul 8.35 pagi. Amazing, kan?

Sajalah aku nak bangun lambat pun, sebab aku memang boleh datang lambat bila dah balik time macam tu. Tapi jenis malas nak bertangguh, dengan hati yang bersemangat aku melangkah la semula ke office. Tahap mengantuknya Allah ajelah yang tahu. Tapi demi nak balik cepat petang ni, aku mesti siapkan semua kerja-kerja aku sebelah pagi ni jugak. Lagi kagum, wah..Catrinalah! Semalam tu aku sempat jugaklah melelapkan mata bawah meja Ani berpinjamkan batal Linda. Tapi Cat dok keletak, keletuk, bila aku sedar ada orang called aku. Lepas tu aku sambung membuta balik. Dalam pukul 4.10 pagi Cat kejutkan aku, "Dah siap kak, boleh check". Dengan muka terpisat-pisat macam tak betul 20 hari tu, aku checklah jugak layout dengan hati yang sangat teruja. - delly

Help!!!!!

Trust me, this job is really 'one kind'. Another 15 minutes I will surely push the limit, that means whatever items to be inserted in the JMS tomorrow will be called : over deadline and my ANJUNG will turn to be red in colour. Amazingly, I'm still here in my office at 11:48 pm, to one definite time that I actually not sure when. Maybe early in the morning - say 3 am. Not possible to be earlier because one layout design may take more than half an hour, including the cropping time. So I just calculate in my mind - ahh, it's gonna be somewhere at 6 am. Damn! I'm going to spend a nite in this spooky office. What a day!

I'm trying to focus on at least one thing - in the mean time - but I just can't! This evening, just because of stress I treated myself a head massage, washed and blew my hair in saloon before coming back to office again. All of a sudden at that momet I was thinking to do a facial treatment, but I felt lazy to do anything on my face right now. And I also got to rush to the office. So cold in my own room, I had to transfer my things outside to Kareno's place, on his notebook and started to write this blog. Writing another entry is the only thing that acceptable right now, because I am just so damn lazy to do anything else.

Earlier, from kak P-Nut's blog, I got an idea to browse more on being a Geng Jurnal's member. I registered myself, I am one of their members now, and I really hope can be one of kak P-Nut's geng, because her blog is somehow sempoi but many, many visitors and she's been receiving comments after comments, even though when she didn't post any entries. That's pretty incredible for her.

Oh God, I feel so sleepy rite now, swear to God that I can't work over than this, and if I do, I'm not sure whatever I'm doing. I have my MP3 collections with me, I have all the latests songs playing rite now, and I feel sleepy. So bad. Oh it's too bad. I have one novel that I bought last week, but I'm not sure when I can finish reading the novel. I have Linda Klik's magazine with me, the latest issue, but don't feel like reading.

Let me count, oh I've been spending my precious time in this office for about almost 16 hours. 16!! No joke! I don't blame myself if I really sleepy rite now because been working for 16 hours is one thing, another thing, I woke up at about 6 o'clock every day! Plus that - almost 18 hours - oh I'm a complete nuts!

Tomorrow there are lists of meetings - about the road tour, the event and everything. I just need time and space for myself to relax. Another two weeks will be in Kelantan, thank God that next week is full wiith sreening activities. Looking forward to watching Over The Hedge and The Da Vinci Code. I've missed MI3 screening coz they had it at night in KLCC. Rugi..rugi....

I have this mother who keeps calling me because she wants her daughter to be on our cover. She's really talented - no doubt - plus she has the looks to. To find her parter is quite difficult because can't find any talented guy that can at least - beat that girl's portfolio. It is unfair to put her on cover when the partner can't be the same level as her. Susah pulak bila terpaksa menyentuh sensitiviti seseorang. Kalau budak perempuan pandai, lelaki tak pandai? Vice versa etc etc...

Entahlah..I'm quite tensed with our situation now....

It's 12:21 am...don't think I even dare to go back home this time...tidur officela gamaknya.... - delly

Tahap Kemenyampahanku

Ada banyak perkara yang membuatkan aku hilang hormat pada seseorang - nak berlagak tak tentu pasal, atau dengan sengaja mencari pasal dengan aku. Hari ni aku rasa sengal dengan seseorang yang memang dikenali dengan sikap suka berlagaknya di office. Kononnya dialah yang bagus, konon dialah yang outstanding. Konon dialah yang paling menepati deadline. Kalau kau orangnya cool, kalau kau orangnya tak berlagak, nak buat apa menjerit kat dalam kelompok orang ramai "Yahoo, dah siap PDF!". What the kerr! Dan bercakapnya di depan aku yang sedang berhadapan dengan keadaan kelam kabut untuk settlekan deadline yang jatuhnya sebelum 12 tengah malam ni.

Oklah bukan nak mengata orang sangat, aku pun tengah tension tahap gaban ni. Tengah-tengah menulis ni ada pulak orang masuk bagi report, aku macam terpaksa struggle cari kerja lain la kot gamaknya. Terus terang cakap, aku memang sangat kecewa dengan prestasi yang sangat-sangat tak best ni, aku hancur hati dan rasa nak menangis mengenangkan keadaan ini. Entah apa lagi yang perlu aku lakukan, aku sendiri pun tak pasti. Ada harapan bos akan mencampakkan aku jauh ke lautan entah kat mana.

Sama ada aku masih tak ada rezeki atau segalanya masih sukar untuk aku....entahlah..... - delly

Stories of Friends

My friends, some got married. Some remain single, and some choose to be single forever.

Ang was here for a short vacation with her colleagues, I met her for about 5 minutes before she left on Friday. Then me and G went for this Korean movie called Typhoon, G fell asleep as soon as after they showed the movie for 5 minutes, not because the movie was not interesting, but no english subtitles provided..ha..ha. But it was really a good movie, although I knew none of their actors.

Last 29th, as I wrote earlier, Suzie finally tied her knot with Faridz..whatever the spelling...was not able to be there coz I was busy for the dinner preparation and plus, my parents were here at my home. Congrats to my friend, and I got her nice pix to be pasted here.

My roommate, Linda is absent today as the risik-merisik occasion. Her crash love. But it's cool and I pray her for the best.

Ck has just returned from Kuching today, and she bought me one cute beg sulaman, including a cute key chain and a neck chain made from Sarawak's stuff..manik-manik.

And me...as scheduled will be in Kelantan another 2 weeks, and at the same time G will be sent outstation abroad to Vietnam. And my sister is coming back to home with the kids this school holidays. I'm planning for a pretty long cuti for that time. Didn't meet them for months! - delly

The Glam Night II (Istana Hotel, 29th April 2006)

Press Friends...kak Atie, Linda, *me*, Meen, kak Faiz and Anif.



With The Big Boss...Rozza, *me*, CK, Ani, Ida and anticlockwise standing - Intan, Tuan Haji and Lin.



The Gen-Y's...Ida, Aida, *me* and Alien.



Kak Yanie, *me* and Linda.



Note: Suzie's wedding was on the 29th April, I couldn't make it as my parents were at home. Selamat Pengantin Baru, Suziemclean! - delly

The Glam Night

It was successfully over, with all of us dressed to kill during the night of "Who You Wanna Be" at Istana Hotel, 30th April 2006, 8 pm. Look at Princess Delly, ala...cute la konon...I didn't regret that the make-up was done by myself, rather than spending RM 50, coz it wasn't that bad. Truly! The gown was superb, when everybody actually hesitated to guess me, but when they finally realized, they were like, "Wow, you look gorgeous!" (This statement for 'angkat bakul' aaa...so no harm!)

Well let the pictures tell everybody what was up there! But first, these are...pieces of me....- delly